The
past two weeks have been interesting, and not in a good way. Our AC
broke, our water pump decided to die, and my cat vanished. All of the
above have been resolved finally, to our relief. But the one thing I
noticed while all of these were going on was how it affected my
writing.
I
found that when it was blisteringly hot, as in even the box fans
weren't keeping me cool (we got up to 106 F one day), I couldn't
think. I just wanted to lay there and do nothing. I was having
problems reading, let alone trying to get something written.
Now
that things are mostly back to normal, I'm finding it easier to
connect with life again. I realized that my environment plays a huge
role in what I do and how I do things. The heat turned me sluggish.
The water pump breaking sent me into an environment not my own.
Losing my cat pulled a vital component out of my environment, which
made things more difficult. (Reidar is home and fine. He just took a
4 day vacation. And we still don't know how he got where he ended
up.)
I
know I have environmental cues for when I'm out of the house that
will trigger problems. Crowds of people can set me off. Loud noises
bother me and I get anxious. Heat drains me and unless I find AC
relatively soon after getting hot I get tired/irritable and am not a
pleasant person to be around.
Our
environment is a large part, I think, in how we react to things. If
we're in our comfort zones it's easier for us to respond to stimuli.
If something affects those comfort zones, people have a tendency to
react in a negative fashion. The more uncomfortable a person becomes,
the worse things get for them and possibly those around them.
What
about you? How does your environment affect you? Is there something
that will give you trouble every time?
I think anyone gets sluggish when it's hot out. It's just so uncomfortable and any extra movement just makes you hotter, so you stay still.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad your cat came back.